Aww…Stitch! :console: :hug1: My heart has great pity for you right now! You are always praying for others. I had no idea you were suffering so much in the midst of it all.
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What a blessing you are to us! Sometimes when seemingly no one else would respond to my prayer intentions you were ALWAYS responding!
It hurts me that you are hurting so. I feel that way often too. I have also posted about it, and, of course, you responded so kindly with prayers. You are my prayer :angel1: !
I often think…Why are so many people around me rich and prosperous, could have as many kids as they want, and have not a care in the world? Why do I have to suffer and they don’t?
They are not as happy as you think. Even the Christian ones. Yes, they put on airs. They put on the happy face. Deep down they are thirsting, starving for more. They won’t find it in riches, in peace, prosperity, or security. They will only find it in living as Jesus did. Giving up their niceties for him. Giving Him what He wants instead.
We suffer, because we are closest to the cross of Jesus, Jesus is closest to us. Even though we don’t see, hear, or feel Him, he is SO close to those who suffer (physically, mentally, spiritually, financially, etc.)
He is giving us the EASY life. I know it doesn’t seem it, but we won’t find Jesus intimately in the midst of prosperity, health, and peace. We find Him in the midst of poverty, suffering, weakness, illness, loss, pain, toil, strife. He is giving you the easiest way to draw close to Him. Without the obstacles of things, of a perfect life, of perfect health, of riches, of never feeling sad. These are all obstacles to intimacy with Jesus. He is giving you through what appears to be obstacles, a smooth, straight, direct, easy path to eternal life, health, peace, happiness in heaven with Him.
You are SO close to Jesus right now you could touch Him. Please give Him a big hug for us. Tell Him you love Him. Tell Him your struggles, hopes, and fears. Tell Him your cross is heavy, seemingly too heavy. Tell Him you need Him to help you carry it.
If you can’t even talk to Him, then give Him your life as it is. Formal prayers are not necessary. Just live your life for Him, pain, suffering, struggles, sadness and all. All for Jesus. All for heaven. :heaven: