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Matthew12
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Hello everyone.
Lately, I’ve been having thoughts about homosexuality. Months and months ago, I deliberately had impure fantasies about men. I haven’t for a long time, but lately I’ve had this “voice” in my head reminding me about these thoughts. I’m always thinking, “What if I’m gay” or something like that. Many times when a commercial with a shirtless man or something like that comes on television, an impure thought pops into my head. Not a deliberate, pleasurable fantasy, but an unwelcome, exasperating thought. I am almost to the point of tears due to frustration.
I am fifteen years old, so I don’t know if it’s hormones or something like that. Also, there is a lot of stress and anxiety in my life right now and I wonder if these thoughts are manifestations of my stress. This just started a week or so ago. I also feel like there is a hole in my heart. I plan on talking to either my pastor or school chaplain about this. I think and hope it is hormones or stress, but I would appreciate a little (name removed by moderator)ut from you fine people and a lot of prayer.
Matt
Lately, I’ve been having thoughts about homosexuality. Months and months ago, I deliberately had impure fantasies about men. I haven’t for a long time, but lately I’ve had this “voice” in my head reminding me about these thoughts. I’m always thinking, “What if I’m gay” or something like that. Many times when a commercial with a shirtless man or something like that comes on television, an impure thought pops into my head. Not a deliberate, pleasurable fantasy, but an unwelcome, exasperating thought. I am almost to the point of tears due to frustration.
I am fifteen years old, so I don’t know if it’s hormones or something like that. Also, there is a lot of stress and anxiety in my life right now and I wonder if these thoughts are manifestations of my stress. This just started a week or so ago. I also feel like there is a hole in my heart. I plan on talking to either my pastor or school chaplain about this. I think and hope it is hormones or stress, but I would appreciate a little (name removed by moderator)ut from you fine people and a lot of prayer.
Matt