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Ryniev
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Yep! I have a BA in History and I started Inquiry Classes in the Catholic Church over 10 years ago. I’m just NOW going through RCIA! I’ve believed that if I am going to be Christian then I must be Catholic. My only other options are to be Jewish or Agnostic. I played the Agnostic/Unitarian game for several years because I just couldn’t bring myself to become Catholic or Jewish. I could no longer stand the spiritual state I was in and finally sucumbed.Me, too. But that isn’t the same as saying I was ready to be Catholic! A lot of us converts go through a no-man’s-land phase where we are Catholic in our head but can’t quite move it to the heart. It is a horrible place to be.
I’m not AS scared as I was but I still have some fears, mainly what the heck is everyone going to think? I’m finally to the point though that it matters MUCH more what God thinks than my human family or friends and am mentally prepared for rejection as well as the wailing and gnashing of teeth.