Great advice from both of you, thanks. You see, i kinda wonder if Im just doing it myself. I have been trying to get intirely in God’s will…desperately even. I see how my life has been lived selfishly and pretty much self destructed in many ways.
My speaking in tongues is simply to tap into this power of the Holy Spirit to understand God’s will for me. Im trying to pray in a better way, let the groanings out to God. I must confess, I had no intention of any benefit to the church by any it. But both of you gave coherent advice that went perfectly together. I do need to get into some kind of group that can help me with this. I want to get the benefit out of it…for me and others.
Im in Iraq right now so there probably wont be any groups, unless I start it. I should talk to the priest about it, we have one here at Ramadi.
Do either of you speak in tongues? And what is the benefit to your relationship with God?
Hi Philip,
I am not more spiritual than you or any of us. I personally do not have the gift of the tongue. I used to be disappointed about this especially when seeing most of my friends do and when we are praying together, my heart aches.
After hard praying and guidance, I realize that my community needs the Holy Spirit to work in different ways through me other that the form of tongues. I was fortunate enough (by God’s grace) to become a sort of counselor for the younger members in our bible sharing community. Sometimes I do not even solve any of their problems, but just being there to listen to them. When I ask this to my group guidance, he told me to read 1Cor 12:-11-14 and pray on it. After that, I felt an overwhelming joy and peace. I realize that God is using me in a special way, different from the rest of the community for the same goal - to strengthen His Church.
I don’t think it is such a bad idea for you to form a community although you definitely need someone to guide you. You can start with someone who is like minded i.e. the same longing of the Words of God. Because only in a community you can put all your learning of your faith to work. Read
here. Our bible sharing community starts with just 2 people, then 4 people for the next year. After 4 years, there are more than 30 or us and most have been with us for more than a year. It does not matter how many you start with, the key is to start.
And of course read the Scripture. If you don’t know where to start, do what DebChris do. Otherwise, you can always go to any Catholic Church website and they will have daily readings from the Scripture. The readings in the Church are designed so that within a year, you will have read the important parts, and within 3 years all parts of the Scripture.
Read additional Catholic materials. This website has heaps such as this forum, previous editions of The Rock Magazines, etc.
God Bless