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oliver109
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I would say that if i was to die tonight within the next half hour say i would be virtually certain to go to Heaven as i find the idea of ending up in Hell just frankly unbearable, though i am also pretty certain that i have committed at least one mortal sin in the last 24 hours(and don’t worry i am going to confession as soon as i can) so there is that, i find in life that i desire the kingdom of God yet occasionally commit mortal sins mainly because i am a bad soldier, i don’t tend to find the endurance takes a lot of effort and i hate effort! i feel that i am deceiving myself as i know the greatness of Heaven yet often sin because i love it’s temporal feelings, in other words i am like a soldier that loves being on the battlefield but runs away when the enemy starts charging.