How deep can I offer self to God?

[littleone]

It is you who writes, but it is the Holy Spirit that teaches your heart even to understand yourself because every man is a mystery even to himself.

Maybe you could keep a spiritual diary, just to jot down your reflections and to keep looking over and meditating upon them.

Perhaps you would consider pondering about the material world in which you live and the Kingdom of Heaven being integral with that. It is a grave mistake to attempt to be spirit alone whilst living in the material (physical) world. The spiritual journey is not some far off thing, it is intimately close to you, it is an internal journey. Anyway give that some serious thought.

Anyway the main thing is that the tone of your thread has changed, you have turned that corner from where you were at at the beginning of your thread and you are living the prayer of your life.

*The cross I would choose for myself is not the cross the Lord would send me, thus the cross I do receive is always the true cross of Love *
I am in a place of question but Iwill not question but carry this cross that earlier this week was crushing me. aThat part has past but there is another that in my humanness i have no understandng of and although Iknow Jesus has put me her with the situation and uncertainty I wish to carry this cross although I see no positive human completion but I know that in the spirit I desire to have my humanness ripped away from meto reviel the true likeness Jesus wishes and my heart desires.
Iknow that when Jesus has done all this I will be able to shine as He wishes.
It is not a matter of time but endurence and love.

I write only because if one person can see a light in all my faults then Jesus will be pleased.

God bless
littleone.

 

[littleone]

Anyway the main thing is that the tone of your thread has changed, you have turned that corner from where you were at at the beginning of your thread and you are living the prayer of your life.

Something has happened and I know it in my spirit what ever it is, I don’t know what but I felt it on Mon night when i came to work with a heavy heart I felt my chest crushed and out of nowhere instead of being full of pain and tears i felt peace something happened. It is like just around the corner is that something I will call home.

I have had a grave situation on my heart to do with my wife of three weeks and it is very something Ican’t understand , all I do know is that the Monday happening was a for runner of this that is happening today. I should be fearful because it relates to money, but I have given it over to Jesus and it is as though He has taken it and although I live, I feel He has it right next to me and it is in His hands.

Is this what He wants in offering all to HIm? I don’t know.

 

[blessedstar]

Anyway the main thing is that the tone of your thread has changed, you have turned that corner from where you were at at the beginning of your thread and you are living the prayer of your life.

Something has happened and I know it in my spirit what ever it is, I don’t know what but I felt it on Mon night when i came to work with a heavy heart I felt my chest crushed and out of nowhere instead of being full of pain and tears i felt peace something happened. It is like just around the corner is that something I will call home.

I have had a grave situation on my heart to do with my wife of three weeks and it is very something Ican’t understand , all I do know is that the Monday happening was a for runner of this that is happening today. I should be fearful because it relates to money, but I have given it over to Jesus and it is as though He has taken it and although I live, I feel He has it right next to me and it is in His hands.

Is this what He wants in offering all to HIm? I don’t know.

Littleone that is the Peace of Christ that the world cannot offer. Jesus has given that gift to you and it doesn’t mean that you won’t have trouble and that you won’t have crosses because you will and you will all of your life as will we all, but this interior calm, this interior peace is the Gift of Christ.

Jesus’ Peace is a peace that casts out anxiety, strengthens the spirit, restrains the flesh, orders the emotions and steadies the mind so that no matter what crosses we carry we can carry them in Christ, for Christ, for our own soul and the souls of others.

People spend alot of time searching for their own solutions to problems and exert great energy trying to shoulder things alone when all that the ego, ‘the self’, can achieve is exhaustion! The quicker we put all situations into God’s Hands the quicker the problem reaches a solution because every situation has a holy solution. The holy solution may not be what we desire but it will always be what we need and to the good of ourselves and for others.God The Holy Spirit will inspire your heart and the hearts of others to that solution, doors are always opening and closing.

Even the unbeliever says ‘For God’s sake’ and God will even hear this such is His Mercy. However the believer says instantly in every situation ‘For Your sake and the sake of Your Name help this situation’ and ceases to worry but prays unceasing with their lives residing in the Peace of Christ no matter how bad things get because God is sailing the boat of our lives and we are the happy passengers trusting in His Purpose! God always sends the helper.

Pray a great deal.

I hope you continue to reside in the Peace of Christ, that you will know the consolation of the Holy Spirit and grow in love of the Cross. Remember to say thank you to Jesus for that beautiful gift of His Peace.

You and your wife are in my prayers.

 

[littleone]

Littleone that is the Peace of Christ that the world cannot offer. Jesus has given that gift to you and it doesn’t mean that you won’t have trouble and that you won’t have crosses because you will and you will all of your life as will we all, but this interior calm, this interior peace is the Gift of Christ.

Jesus’ Peace is a peace that casts out anxiety, strengthens the spirit, restrains the flesh, orders the emotions and steadies the mind so that no matter what crosses we carry we can carry them in Christ, for Christ, for our own soul and the souls of others.

You have just answered what I have written in “Jesus wants our love this much”
Our Lord is using you to reasure me even though I don’t know what He is doiing in me externally and I don’t mind.

God bless you and your fmily Blessed star
littleone