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Walterross
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How do we know, or will we ever truly know? I’ve been conflicted as of late. I’ve been in a tough situation in my life for a while now. I’ve always been strong in my faith and my prayer life. It seems, though, that God is not answering my prayers. They are not bad requests either, they seem rather reasonable: taking away some mental health problems I have: depression and anxiety. I would like to think that a loving God wouldn’t want me to suffer so much and would at least help me get better. I’ve noticed, when I do feel better, whether that’s exercising or practicing healthy habits, I’m not sure if God had a hand in it. One of my problems is low self esteem and worth. Did God help me make these good choices? Or am I not giving myself enough credit, and am I actually digging myself out of this hole by myself. The latter would definitely raise my confidence in myself when i make strides to get better. But if I’m the reason I’m getting better, that means God either doesn’t exist, or exists and just doesn’t answer prayers? It’s hard to think of those two choices but God seems so silent in life unless we: read his word, go to adoration, etc. and even then we don’t even know if God is actually present or we’re just kidding ourselves. It’s frustrating to see all these motivational quotes such as God will deliver you from suffering when in reality, he does not. For example, it’s hard to determine what to say, “Oh I faced my fear today. God definitely answered my prayers and helped me!” or “Oh I faced my fear today. I definitely should pat myself on the back because I conquered it all on my own.” I hope this makes sense. Any advice/ suggestions?