How do I know if God is calling me?

[SelamsanaMeryem]

Hello everyone , Sorry in advance for my bad english. I was growing up as a Muslim in Muslim family, but I became a secret Catholic before 1 year ago. I was meet Jesus in my childhood and absolutely he changes my life. I think he calls me to became a nun till my young ages , but I can’t explain this to my family, even if I explain this to them, they don’t support me. Contrary, they will force me to marry someone Muslim, I can live my faith Free only ıf I marry with a Christian, because according to Islamic tradition I can change my faith only If I Marry someone Who is not Muslim. Because for İslam, mans are superior than womans and they decide what you gonna believe in your future. Because of that I try to date with Christians but no matter how I try, I can’t feel something to somebody, I know that I want to give all my love and all my life to the Lord but I can’t do this. I’m too shy to talk with priest because I’m New, what I’m gonna do?

 

[nunsuch]

Welcome! Please do not be afraid to talk with a priest, as he is there to help you and will want to help you. Don’t be afraid.

You don’t say how old you are, or what the rules and customs in your culture are–whether you are of an age to get married yet or not. But a priest can advise you about that, as well. If you want to be a nun, then of course you will not be getting married, so this is the first decision you will have to make. In any event, do get the advice of your priest.

Also, your English is not hard to understand, and I wish I was as clear in another language as you are.