I’ve come to accept it over the years, but it still hurts.
I think that it’s human nature to want to belong somewhere, most especially to our families. It hurts when they shut us out or ignore us in some way.
It especially hurts at the holidays, and it hurts even more so when we’re aware that others that we know–friends, acquaintances–are having gatherings with their own families–and we’re not.
I try to think about the good things and good memories though, as there are some that I’ve had over time with my extended family members. By that I mean other family members who weren’t immediate family members, like my Great-Grandmothers, for example.
I was so happy to see them and to spend time with them.
I was also very happy to spend time with friends that I loved and cared about. My friends have always been very special to me, because I didn’t feel like my family was really there for me over the years.
I would say that if you can think of someone in your life who has been there for you in a positive way–even one person–like a friend, to think of that person during the holidays.
That’s what I do, and that always helps to make me feel better during the holiday season, too.
God bless you, and know that you’re not alone.
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