Dear friend
No area of my life is left untouched by my faith. If I find something difficult or struggle with a certain situation or in the smallest things in life, I know it is impossible for me to deal with such things alone, I ask the Holy Spirit to guide me and give me the right words to say, the Holy Spirit has never failed me, I feel a burning in my heart that I know is His presence and a joy that I cannot describe, I let this lead me in all that I do, say and think. I attend regular Mass and receive the Eucharist as this is food for my soul and enables me to grow in Christ, become more Christ-like and I see the evidence of this looking back over my life when I attended Mass less than I do now.
I have found many graces in the Eucharist and the Holy Spirit always shows me where I could have done better, nudging my conscience. It is not enough to say ‘I did enough’ we must say ’ I did not do enough, I need to do more’ The more I say this, the more I find I can do with the help of Jesus and Mary, with the Holy Spirit guiding me, which leads along the narrow road to God our Father.
In opening my heart to God within all parts of my life I have found the peace of Christ in areas I never thought would ever see peace, this is the remarkable saving graces of Jesus and though it is difficult to describe without giving details of my life to the whole world online…
…which I don’t want to do…all I can say is that despite all difficulties that I thought in my fragile and imperfect human state, could not be overcome or renewed , have been in the Lord.
Once my pride broke, I found myself in conversation with the Lord Jesus Christ about allsorts of things I wouldn’t discuss with another human being, I spoke to Him about things I was far to embarrassed or ashamed of to discuss with anyone else, once I had handed Him all areas of my life, I quickly saw His hand work in them.
Let God into all areas of your life, if we don’t how is He able to help us and mould events to the good of our souls and eternal lives?
What use is then also , to have all of these graces and blessings if we don’t share them with everyone in our lives? Just as the Eucharist is broken and shared, we must do the same with ourselves, we must break and share of ourselves. Faith is useless unless it is shared with others, unless we become salvific ourselves, we have all but wasted a gift from God. Of course the gift of faith is to redeem primarily ourselves, but it isn’t fulfilled unless we break that and share it with all of humanity ourselves.
God Bless you and much love and peace to you
Teresa