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“The heart is deceitful above all things”
“Who can understand their sins?”
“I am not conscious of any wrongdoing, but I am therefore not acquitted…God will manifest our hidden motives.”
I have a question on this. These verses point to a possibility that one can be deceived about their intentions.
Theologians acknowledge that our intentions can be insidious even during acts of charity. Thus we can never be sure if we are “worthy of love or hate” by God.
To be honest, I don’t CONSCIOUSLY have those evil intentions in acts of charity. When I did, I went to confession. I most certainly have times where I have to halfheartedly WILL a good intention because everything in me is wanting to do the evil intention. There are also times where I was completely unaware of how much of a jerk I was being and later realized it after reflection. But at the most, those are only partially deliberate sins.
So my question is, where are these deceptive evil intentions that people aren’t aware of that damn them?..One has to be aware of what they are doing is wrong and intend to do it anyway for it to be mortal.
My moral life is like dung compared to St. Paul, so his case is even more of a head scratcher for me.
“Who can understand their sins?”
“I am not conscious of any wrongdoing, but I am therefore not acquitted…God will manifest our hidden motives.”
I have a question on this. These verses point to a possibility that one can be deceived about their intentions.
Theologians acknowledge that our intentions can be insidious even during acts of charity. Thus we can never be sure if we are “worthy of love or hate” by God.
To be honest, I don’t CONSCIOUSLY have those evil intentions in acts of charity. When I did, I went to confession. I most certainly have times where I have to halfheartedly WILL a good intention because everything in me is wanting to do the evil intention. There are also times where I was completely unaware of how much of a jerk I was being and later realized it after reflection. But at the most, those are only partially deliberate sins.
So my question is, where are these deceptive evil intentions that people aren’t aware of that damn them?..One has to be aware of what they are doing is wrong and intend to do it anyway for it to be mortal.
My moral life is like dung compared to St. Paul, so his case is even more of a head scratcher for me.