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Mfaustina1
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As an alcoholic, I am aware that I should quit drinking and never pick up another drink again. However, unless you have been there, that thought seems overwhelming.
I am a fairly recent convert to Catholicism (2 1/2 years ago) and managed to drop drinking for just barely over six months and then I thought I could handle it again. I was wrong. I am now back OFF the wagon and not wanting to displease God, but drinking calms my nerves which merely praying the Rosary by itself does not do I am VERY sorry to say. I don’t want to be in mortal sin and have even been in counseling all to no avail as of yet. (I haven’t given up yet.) I don’t give up easily. My sins are stubborn, but so am I. Right now my sins (alhohol especially), seem to have the upper hand. I hope if I were to die right this very moment that God would have mercy on me, but I DO wonder since I have free will. But how does one deal with stress, anxiety? These are things I have never managed well. I love God at least in my heart, but I sure seem to fail at showing it in my actions! Please pray for me! - Mfaustina1
I am a fairly recent convert to Catholicism (2 1/2 years ago) and managed to drop drinking for just barely over six months and then I thought I could handle it again. I was wrong. I am now back OFF the wagon and not wanting to displease God, but drinking calms my nerves which merely praying the Rosary by itself does not do I am VERY sorry to say. I don’t want to be in mortal sin and have even been in counseling all to no avail as of yet. (I haven’t given up yet.) I don’t give up easily. My sins are stubborn, but so am I. Right now my sins (alhohol especially), seem to have the upper hand. I hope if I were to die right this very moment that God would have mercy on me, but I DO wonder since I have free will. But how does one deal with stress, anxiety? These are things I have never managed well. I love God at least in my heart, but I sure seem to fail at showing it in my actions! Please pray for me! - Mfaustina1