I agree with the struggle. We usually don’t get the booming voice from the Heavens telling us what to do. It would be a lot easier if we did!
So are we left helpless? No.
Honestly, if you’re striving to follow God, there isn’t only one prescribed path you must follow and if you miss it, you’re doomed. That is what my old Protestant churches taught.
Commit your life to Him, ask Him to guide your every step, and then actually step out in faith.
Do you feel drawn to college? To the religious life? To a trade school? What are your gifts and interests? Where do you feel led? What makes your pulse race in excitement?
Don’t be so afraid of making the wrong choices that you make no choices at all. If you start down a road and it starts to close down and God shuts all the doors in your face, then take a look around for a different path or open window.
But I know how it feels to be stuck when you don’t feel a clear calling. So go out and do something. Step off the ledge in a big leap of faith and trust that God will be with you no matter what, because He is.
Live for Him in all you do, listen to the whispers of the Spirit, and follow the desire of your heart that He has placed in you.
I heard Fr Riccardo say something this morning about how our lives don’t belong to us, they belong to God, and that we will find fulfillment when we find our path of service. I can’t find the link to his talk, but it was a great message.