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You(18+ drug reference, explicit, no curse words)
So I am 20 years old and I was a part of a hardcore Apostalate. (For their “image” I won’t mention their name) And everything was going well, but half way through my tenure, me and my ex girlfriend began to talk more frequently whenever I was allowed to use my phone. The ministry had a very strict phone policy, and for good reason. But time went by and things started to get “ serious “ with my ex once again. As serious as it could be over phone atleast.
Side note before I continue (continue only if you are comfortable hearing about porn/masterbation etc)
One day we had just finished having our morning meeting and I was working on a couple of things. And I did the mistake of bringing my cellphone into the bathroom with me. And me and my girlfriend began “sexting”, each day getting worse and worse. And I didn’t know how to stop. Soon it began to effect my relationship with everybody else in the ministry especially the woman. Less respect was being shown to them by me for whatever reason that I couldn’t really p(name removed by moderator)oint at the time. Time goes by and now it worsens again to watching porn, and masterbation. And slowly I begin to become more and more to how I was before I joined the ministry. Just some mean guy who hates everybody.
A couple more weeks go by and I take my usual trip to the bathroom and this time I forget my phone. So I rush back out and get it from the table. This time the atmosphere feels different, almost as if I wasn’t wanted there. Suddenly I didn’t feel that “Love no matter what” feeling that I felt all the time. A couple hours pass and I’m typing something up for the leader of the Apostalate and him with 2 other woman call me outside to talk. I go outside and he says “do you know why you’re out here” and I say “no not really”
Here’s where the story gets “interesting.” He proceeds to say that he will let the woman tell me.
So I am 20 years old and I was a part of a hardcore Apostalate. (For their “image” I won’t mention their name) And everything was going well, but half way through my tenure, me and my ex girlfriend began to talk more frequently whenever I was allowed to use my phone. The ministry had a very strict phone policy, and for good reason. But time went by and things started to get “ serious “ with my ex once again. As serious as it could be over phone atleast.
Side note before I continue (continue only if you are comfortable hearing about porn/masterbation etc)
One day we had just finished having our morning meeting and I was working on a couple of things. And I did the mistake of bringing my cellphone into the bathroom with me. And me and my girlfriend began “sexting”, each day getting worse and worse. And I didn’t know how to stop. Soon it began to effect my relationship with everybody else in the ministry especially the woman. Less respect was being shown to them by me for whatever reason that I couldn’t really p(name removed by moderator)oint at the time. Time goes by and now it worsens again to watching porn, and masterbation. And slowly I begin to become more and more to how I was before I joined the ministry. Just some mean guy who hates everybody.
A couple more weeks go by and I take my usual trip to the bathroom and this time I forget my phone. So I rush back out and get it from the table. This time the atmosphere feels different, almost as if I wasn’t wanted there. Suddenly I didn’t feel that “Love no matter what” feeling that I felt all the time. A couple hours pass and I’m typing something up for the leader of the Apostalate and him with 2 other woman call me outside to talk. I go outside and he says “do you know why you’re out here” and I say “no not really”
Here’s where the story gets “interesting.” He proceeds to say that he will let the woman tell me.