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I’m not sure where to go right now, my temp. job is being replaced by a permanent position, one that I interviewed for but did not get. This is a small town, few opportunities beyond minimum wage exist, and I’m afraid that I will not be able to provide for my family, my beautiful daughter who is far too young to wonder why her parents aren’t smiling as much as they used to, although they always have one for her…
And with all of this, I’ve wondered whether I could talk to God…not to beg to solve this, I know that isn’t right to ask, but to help deal with it all. But the problem is, after growing up Catholic, I’ve been away from all of this for so long…and you know all of the news stories you all read about crazy liberals, the ones that want to change the Pledge, ban prayer in schools, all of that…well, I’ve been one of those for a long time now, but it is of little comfort now.
So I’ve come to this…after all I’ve said and done against God and the church and all that believe in it and him, and to the fact that I wouldn’t even be doing this if this personal crisis hadn’t hit…
With all of that, would God still listen to me if I wanted to talk?
And with all of this, I’ve wondered whether I could talk to God…not to beg to solve this, I know that isn’t right to ask, but to help deal with it all. But the problem is, after growing up Catholic, I’ve been away from all of this for so long…and you know all of the news stories you all read about crazy liberals, the ones that want to change the Pledge, ban prayer in schools, all of that…well, I’ve been one of those for a long time now, but it is of little comfort now.
So I’ve come to this…after all I’ve said and done against God and the church and all that believe in it and him, and to the fact that I wouldn’t even be doing this if this personal crisis hadn’t hit…
With all of that, would God still listen to me if I wanted to talk?