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I am too sensitive about almost everything. Like, when I see a photo or video of an abused animal, it makes me sad and depressed. Like today, at home, a rat keep coming back to the garage, then we found out another rat died inside a box. So, the alive rat is just probably trying to save or grieving over this dead rat cos maybe they’re family or something. I feel so sad while other people here are hunting the alive one so they can kill it. Also, when I watch news and hear about wars and stuffs, it makes me so worried about my loved ones and the future. And when a loved one is hurting or angry, I feel it too when I’m not supposed to. Whoever they hate, I hate too. My situation makes me so anxious and depressed all the time. Like, life is so tiring and unfair and I just want isolate myself from everything.
You’re maybe thinking, I am a good person, but, honestly, I think otherwise. I’ve had bad thoughts too, towards those that I hate. Like, when I’m so mad, I’d wish someone is dead or is suffering. I always try to apologize to God for it. My life is pretty tiring with all these emotions and thoughts. Hays.
The bad thoughts are all just thoughts. I would never act on it. (Like killing, etc.
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You’re maybe thinking, I am a good person, but, honestly, I think otherwise. I’ve had bad thoughts too, towards those that I hate. Like, when I’m so mad, I’d wish someone is dead or is suffering. I always try to apologize to God for it. My life is pretty tiring with all these emotions and thoughts. Hays.
The bad thoughts are all just thoughts. I would never act on it. (Like killing, etc.

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