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Lisa5
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Hello everyone, I’m a teenager girl and I need advice. My biggest mistake in life was to watch porn. This is one of the things I regret the most. It was a month ago when I watched it. Yesterday I was believing that God has forgiven me for disobeying him. And just today I woke early in the morning from a nightmare. The nightmare was about someone who you can’t see but they were saying that I have Violated the rules of the Bible and since I committed a mortal sin then I can never be forgiven. I woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep and I was crying thinking about what I did and my hands were shaking just like after I had watched porn. When I think about what I did my hands still shake and I can’t remain calm. Whenever I see someone mention something about porn related, I start being frightened. I would of probably been calm if I would of stopped myself in the middle and say it was wrong. Yes I knew it was wrong but I decided to ignore that and I instead was enjoying it and giving pleasure. I really regret now and I don’t understand how people can watch it without feeling guilty. I am never watching it again and I will always pray to stay away from that as much as possible. I have only watched porn 1 time and for almost 2 hours. The only reason I stopped was because I had to go sleep but I stood frozen afterwards because of what I had done. I can no longer enjoy life because of this. I haven’t confessed it because in my church they do confessions until later in which would be like in 5 months or more. Please if someone could help me out and is willing to listen to me and not make me feel worse, I would really appreciate it. Thank you