i was clean from masturbation thanking god i was than a few hours i caved into temptations i was crying because im in mortal sin i need the eucharist so bad can i make a perfect contrition? i feel bad because i feel like i betrayed the lord oh lord i love you if you can answer me get me to confession, i wanna go im sorry i betrayed you i need the eucharist i don’t drinkk the blood of christ because i’m allergic to peanuts & im kinda scared but, i like 1 girl, & i’d thank My lord everyday if were together i would love if we were like best friends but i put god 1st over her … shes still gorgeous even if she has acne i have acne though im not whining over it though what can i do though ? sit & wait to go to confession ? i dont know im in mortal sin & i need confession bad im praying as im typing this i feel horrible & perverted because i sinned against god i went 2 months or almost 2 months with out masturbation
im depressed because i offended God, who has done good for Me im sorry lord
First of all you seem to be in a state of panic…Try to relax your driving your self crazy.
God knows your sorriful heart for the wrong things your doing mankind is sinful in nature. Sins of the flesh are probably the most common and its not easy. Go to confession as often as you need to Even if it has to be once a week there is no shame in having to confess the habitual sins over and over again as long as you confess with a sincere heart
and if you stumble confess & pull yourself together and try again.
Most important advice find a good priest make an appointment with him and talk about your issues.
God loves you so much he sent his only son to die for your (our) sins Dont forget that.
I pray your heart finds peace and try not to be so hard on yourself.
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, “Who would like this $20 bill?”
Hands started going up. He said, “I am going to give this $20 to one of you, but first, let me do this.”
He proceeded to crumple the $20 dollar bill up. He then asked, “who still wants it?”
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, “what if I do this?”
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
“Now who still wants it?”
Still the hands went into the air.
“My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson,” he said, “no matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.”
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened, or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless … and especially to God.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.
“You are special - Don’t EVER forget it.”
