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HNA444
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I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately, but I feel so empty inside for some reason. I am single and at an age where I want to get married. I am very selective about the type of guy I want, and I am waiting for marriage to do anything sexual, besides an innocent peck on the lips. I have been hanging out with an old neighbor of mine (we reconnected in the summer time), and we get along and like to do the same type of things. She’s single and older than I am by 3 years, and she’s looking to get married also. We both like to try to go to social places where we can meet new people, but this going out isn’t very appealing to me. The people we meet aren’t that great either … Everyone seems to be so generic. I was dating a guy last year who I liked a lot but it just didn’t work out, and I don’t know if I will ever like someone that same way again. The quality of single people these days seems to be worse than it used to be. I’m just really over the going out though, but I don’t know how else I would meet a guy if I don’t go out. I was thinking of the gym, once I reactivate my membership. I’ve just been so patient for awhile now and I am starting to get lonely, and feel lost. I don’t know what to do. I feel hopeless and I really want to get married one day. I don’t have anyone I feel close enough to share all my feelings with either (I get along with my family but I’m not close with any of them in that way, and my friends don’t care about me). Please pray for me that I will some day (soon) meet my future spouse.
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