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justawhisper
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is obsessed with sex. she lives right next door to me and at first she was cool. a little over-bearing and exaggerated, obviously, but i looked past it. then she starts with the sex thing. she has like 5 guys she bouncing around with. shes a fairly heavy girl and i think thats why she is so insistant on the need to tell everyone her business, because she has an issue with it. i guess it makes her feel better. shes not in it for a relationship of any sort, at least not that she will admit to. and shes an atheist, atleast from when i asked her and she said “theres only me”. whatever. either way, i think shes ok, but i dont feel like i need to hear about her sex escapades after only knowing her a week. really, ever. the other weekend, i had a friend over and she came by. she went on and on about gory details, and she didnt even know my friend!! i have tried to change the subject and not encourage her to further the discussions. i thought maybe my not showing any interest at all in her sex life would send out a flare saying “hey i dont care, SHUT UP about it already!” i dont discuss my husband’s and my sex life with her, i dont know why she feels the insessant need to go on and on. i am trying to avoid her now, but thats kind of hard living next door and all. i just know if i tell her that i dont care to hear any more about it, she will take it all offensively and who wants to live next door to that situation? i guess i just need to vent here. its irritating. i know its an insecurity thing and a self esteem thing, but GOSH, i am all empathized-out right now, i dont know if i have the energy to deal with it. i have prayed, and will continue to do so. maybe if we become closer, she will chill out and lay off the “everyone wants me” routine and be human instead of the sex-godess image she tries to portray to everyone… any advice?