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Jcnava15
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When I was around maybe 8-9 yrs old, my brother and I were taken on a christmas shopping spree by the local police department for a charity event they were hosting (my family was poor at the time). The police officers told us we could have absolutely anything we wanted. They grabbed carts for us, and took us through wal-mart.
My brother grabbed everything he wanted, and had the time of his life. I doubted that the police officers really meant what they said. I thought “there’s gotta be some sort of catch. People aren’t allowed to just have whatever they want for free”. I thought they were just saying that, and didn’t believe them. So I grabbed just one item, a mickey mouse fishing pole (I hate fishing, and it was winter).
My brother grabbed a bunch of toys and clothes, and had just a bunch of stuff. When the officers were paying for everything my brother got, and my fishing pole, I suddenly realized that they weren’t lying. They weren’t playing a cruel trick, and making us put everything back. We really were allowed to have everything we wanted. I wanted to go back and get stuff, all the toys, candy, clothes, everything a kid could want. I wanted to go and get everything I wanted, but it was too late. All I got for Christmas that year was a fishing pole.
Sometimes we want to be absolutely certain of something so much, that we throw every test we can at it. We doubt with everything we have, because “people aren’t allowed to have everything the want”. We doubt so strongly, because when we have everything we ever wanted, we don’t want it taken away from us. We are afraid that suddenly, we realize a cruel trick was played on us, and it’s all taken away.
You see, sometimes it’s doubt that overshadows reality.
My brother grabbed everything he wanted, and had the time of his life. I doubted that the police officers really meant what they said. I thought “there’s gotta be some sort of catch. People aren’t allowed to just have whatever they want for free”. I thought they were just saying that, and didn’t believe them. So I grabbed just one item, a mickey mouse fishing pole (I hate fishing, and it was winter).
My brother grabbed a bunch of toys and clothes, and had just a bunch of stuff. When the officers were paying for everything my brother got, and my fishing pole, I suddenly realized that they weren’t lying. They weren’t playing a cruel trick, and making us put everything back. We really were allowed to have everything we wanted. I wanted to go back and get stuff, all the toys, candy, clothes, everything a kid could want. I wanted to go and get everything I wanted, but it was too late. All I got for Christmas that year was a fishing pole.
Sometimes we want to be absolutely certain of something so much, that we throw every test we can at it. We doubt with everything we have, because “people aren’t allowed to have everything the want”. We doubt so strongly, because when we have everything we ever wanted, we don’t want it taken away from us. We are afraid that suddenly, we realize a cruel trick was played on us, and it’s all taken away.
You see, sometimes it’s doubt that overshadows reality.