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bubbie
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dear new friends in CHRIST,i ineed prayers i can hardly even type right now,so im sorry if i sound like im rambbling,my thirty-six yr.son is staying with me in a 1 bedroom apt. he is a recovering drug addict,and he got out of treatment five mos. ago now he’s dealing with going through divorce after twenty yrs. last nite he relapsed,he’s gone and no-one knows where he is,he has severe diabetes,newly diagnosed,and i dont know what to do .I’ve been praying,iv’e been going through this with his family for ten yrs.GOD has always answered my prayers,bringing back unharmed physically.Living with him for these last mos.we have not got -along,all i did was nag him about how to feel,what the nextright thingwas to do,to keep talking to GOD for strenth,whatever,i didn’t leave him alone treated him like a child.last nite before he went out i said some horrible things to him and about him,i apoligized to my GOD,asked for his forgiveness,now i’m feeling so guilty,thinking GOD is going to punish him for how i treated him last nite,I know in my mind HE dosen’t do that,I dont know why I’m feeling this way,it seems this time I can’t give it over to HIM PLEASE just pray for Steven,that he is safe,even if it means jail! thats what i’m praying for now,not death. thank you Bubbie