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KevinH83
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Hello all,
I need to share this and this seems like a good place.
I am Catholic through and through and like a lot of Catholics I have fallen in the path more than once. I am recovering from my latest fall and am glad to say that confession and mass are on the table tomorrow.
I am going through some rough times right now and have been holding everything in. I have a tendency to not ask for help; from people and at times even the Father himself. (because I am an idiot.) I am not sure why I get this way; I still pray for others just not myself.
Well this week I had a major breakdown. completely stressed out to the point where sleep was all I wanted yet difficult. I haven’t been able to eat. Finally last night I decided that what happens happens and I put my total faith in God to get me through. I started to lose sight of this today at work as a meeting that I was afraid was going to come with a pink slip approached. I felt my self slipping so I reached for my Rosary and started to pray. I work in a call center and do have to take calls at times. I had just finished my 6th or 7th decade and completed the prayers. I made the sign of the cross and before I kissed the crucifix I thought in silent prayer it’s in your hands now. The second I kissed the cross i got a beep telling me I had a call I began speaking to a woman who gave me her name. her last name was Christ. (Pronounced Krist) I was floored I generally only speak to certain people on calls yet today a woman with the last name Christ; whom had never called our line before calls at the precise moment I kiss the cross after asking for God’s hand.
I don’t even know how to take it. I am still ready to burst into tears as I think about. I know this may sound stupid to some but this was a game changer for me. I was still nervous but I had faith more than ever.
And now as I sit here typing this I not only still have my job I was able to make strides toward getting out from under my student loan debt that has had me barely making ends meet.
I had to share this with someone out there.
Thanks for reading,
May the love of God be with you always,
Kevin
I need to share this and this seems like a good place.
I am Catholic through and through and like a lot of Catholics I have fallen in the path more than once. I am recovering from my latest fall and am glad to say that confession and mass are on the table tomorrow.
I am going through some rough times right now and have been holding everything in. I have a tendency to not ask for help; from people and at times even the Father himself. (because I am an idiot.) I am not sure why I get this way; I still pray for others just not myself.
Well this week I had a major breakdown. completely stressed out to the point where sleep was all I wanted yet difficult. I haven’t been able to eat. Finally last night I decided that what happens happens and I put my total faith in God to get me through. I started to lose sight of this today at work as a meeting that I was afraid was going to come with a pink slip approached. I felt my self slipping so I reached for my Rosary and started to pray. I work in a call center and do have to take calls at times. I had just finished my 6th or 7th decade and completed the prayers. I made the sign of the cross and before I kissed the crucifix I thought in silent prayer it’s in your hands now. The second I kissed the cross i got a beep telling me I had a call I began speaking to a woman who gave me her name. her last name was Christ. (Pronounced Krist) I was floored I generally only speak to certain people on calls yet today a woman with the last name Christ; whom had never called our line before calls at the precise moment I kiss the cross after asking for God’s hand.
I don’t even know how to take it. I am still ready to burst into tears as I think about. I know this may sound stupid to some but this was a game changer for me. I was still nervous but I had faith more than ever.
And now as I sit here typing this I not only still have my job I was able to make strides toward getting out from under my student loan debt that has had me barely making ends meet.
I had to share this with someone out there.
Thanks for reading,
May the love of God be with you always,
Kevin
