I think God is communicating with me about something

[Ben_Sinner]

As you all know, lately I have been having a really hard time struggling with different things that have caused me to question my faith.

For the last couple of weeks, I just haven’t been feeling like the same Ben, like that version is not completely alive, or has been lost or something.

Earlier this evening I was normally going about my life listening to music, talking on social media; I was having a good time and have been, for the most part, really happy today.

Then for some reason I felt this urge to change my cover photo on Facebook to be a picture of the story of Jesus telling Peter to walk on water towards him.

I typed it in on google to find a picture.

As I saw the picture and thought of the story behind them…I just immediate broke down in tears, and felt a strong since of warmth and embrace and just beautiful that story was because it has alot of similarities to what I’m going through right now.

During the last couple of weeks, I felt like crying from all the uncertainty and fear I had, but tears would never come out.

This time its different though.

I have been bawling my eyes out for the last 20 minutes or so and can’t seem to stop! I have to wear sunglasses in the house in order not to make a scene! :crying:

And as I got on this site I saw one of the topics which is yet another thing trying to disprove the faith, and I just thought “that is part of the storm” and was able to dismiss it.

Is this a sign that God is telling me its going to be alright?

Please pray that this is the start of something special! Please pray that I regain my faith and even multiply my faith and love for God!

 

[DeFideli]

Hi Ben!

I really think that it is something great. It could be God’s way of communicating wih you. After all our Lord works in mysterious ways, desn’t he? xD

i cant quite relate to feeling a strong urge for something in thatt context, but i can tell you i have been feeling a really strong urge to make rosaries, pray them and then when he oppertunity arises gove thm away, and i find myself saying a rosary almost everyday.
I often find myself in situations dubting Jesus’ presence and i feel pained, though i believe if you talk to God like how you’d talk to anyone of your friends, i find it makes communication really easy, and heartfelt.
What i wanted to say, is that no matter how hard your situation may be, remember that God is shining his love and light unto you. Always ask Our blessed Mother Mary for her intervention in our lives, through her most beloved son Jesus. Believe and have faih. Our Lord will surely deliver you from hardships. And if it be his will that he doesn’t, it may be an opportunity to learn about something.
It also helps to read Psalms 20 ad 23. I love them!.
you are in my prayer. And in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, God bless you with all his might, peace and Love. Amen =)