Hello CAF. I converted to Catholicism a few years ago. I was a Baptist for like 6 months but then I decided that I wanted to become Catholic due to it well… being the first Church!

I was baptized in the name of the Trinity by full immersion in the Baptist church. My baptism was accepted valid and I was received. Within the past 2 weeks my conscience has for some reason been doubting it… I think I am in sort of an existential crisis right now… I know the Church accepted my baptism, and for a while so did I but… now I feel so left out. I don’t feel Catholic… I don’t feel like I am really even a Christian at all. Admittedly, this put me to tears. I really truly don’t know why I am feeling this all of a sudden but because I no longer feel my baptism was valid I refuse to partake of the sacraments. The only way I am going to be able to resolve this is if I were to get a conditional baptism. How do I ask the priest for this? Admittedly I feel kind of embarrassed asking, especially since I have known him for a few years now and he has been my confessor. But my conscience right now is killing me. How would I ask my priest for a conditional baptism? (and yes I understand the theology regarding re-baptism in the Church. Re-baptism is impossible, I am not asking for that. I am simply asking for a conditional baptism because my conscience all of a sudden has been doubting the validity of my original baptism).