I'm so lost

[joleenmarie]

Thank you, all, for your prayers. It still continues to be a struggle in the face of my recent and many losses. I do appreciate your efforts. I’m trying to hold on as best I can.

 

[joleenmarie]

It keeps getting worse.

I took the advice of friends and tried to get out there again. I went on a dating site and had a date. Decided I wasn’t ready and told the guy, in a nice and honest way, and it turned out the guy was scary.

I’m very depressed and demoralized. I shared this information with my parents, b/c it was suggested there might be some danger. And my mother was totally judgmental. I’m almost 40 years old and she made me feel like a little kid. I am humiliated as it is to be living with my parents without a job. My heart is broken from the break up. And then I meet a potentially violent person. I really don’t know what to do. I’m getting increasingly depressed about this.

If he never left me, I wouldn’t be experiencing any of this. Why is this happening?
Please keep me in your prayers. I’m getting very desperate.

 

[roselily]

Yes, Joleen. let us pray.

pray a miracle and the might of God.
Joleen, did you read in Proverbs says “In all ways acknowledge Him and He will direct thy Path.”