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Lately, do to the stress of everyday life (which I don’t handle as well as I thought) I’ve noticed that I have not been a good person at all. I am a very determined person, all or nothing, I give everyone a chance until they do something rude/mean and afterwards I give them no time of day. I voice my opinions loudly and proudly and I don’t really care what anyone thinks of me…until now. My friends now call me the vicious one, the mean girl, the angry one, the %^&*$ etc. I don’t want to be known for these things. I want to be a nice person, charitable, I don’t want to give up on people after one try, I don’t want to swear and sound like a teenager, I want to be a polite, respectable woman, but I was never brought up to be and I don’t know how to change. Though I think I’m rather modest, I want to be even more so. I want to be devout to my Lord, and I don’t want to say it but not mean it. I want all these things, and I ask for help, but I don’t know where to start to help myself. I guess the point of this would be, I need someone who can guide me in the right direction, tell me how to do things properly.
I’m sorry this is so confusing, I just don’t know how to help myself. If anyone knows where I can start (I already know that mass is a good start) please, fill me in…thanks
I’m sorry this is so confusing, I just don’t know how to help myself. If anyone knows where I can start (I already know that mass is a good start) please, fill me in…thanks