As I see it, once you have really felt the love of God, His mercy and truth, it is hard to turn your back again. It only makes you want to get closer.
I have never left the faith. Actually, always went to chruch, Adoration, and prayed just a bit daily. But then I also picked the parts of the faith that I liked and disobeyed those I found to be out of step with today’s loose society.
When my life started reflecting the bad choices I had made, I decided to start making things right with God. As I see blessings added to my life, and my situation slowly turn around for the better, I know that this is due to God’s mercy and the Holy Spirit’s hard work with me.
I have returned as a stronger, faithful Catholic who wants to be an example for my 2 sons. I do not want them taking the lazy, goddless path that I took, while still calling themselves Catholic.