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OldArmyDog
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First, I was hurt at 19 and have been dealing with consequent medical issues since including three heart attacks and twelve spine surgeries. Eventually, to avoid paralysis, I will have to have three more spine surgeries and they are on the very high side of invasive.
I see a psychologist and a psychiatrist and both assure me that though I am clinically depressed, it is under decent control and that though I have some memory issues, my cognitive abilities are not affected to the point of questionable judgement.
I do not want to wake up from a surgery with only a breathing machine between me and what awaits me. I have no issues with intubation for surgery and anesthesia but I do not want to spend whatever remains of my life relying on a machine. Perhaps I am simply weak, but I do not believe my sanity would stay intact.
Is this clause in my living will a sin and am I putting my very soul at risk with the real probability that it might be invoked?
I see a psychologist and a psychiatrist and both assure me that though I am clinically depressed, it is under decent control and that though I have some memory issues, my cognitive abilities are not affected to the point of questionable judgement.
I do not want to wake up from a surgery with only a breathing machine between me and what awaits me. I have no issues with intubation for surgery and anesthesia but I do not want to spend whatever remains of my life relying on a machine. Perhaps I am simply weak, but I do not believe my sanity would stay intact.
Is this clause in my living will a sin and am I putting my very soul at risk with the real probability that it might be invoked?