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Alphadux
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Hello there everyone, I’m sort of new to these boards – actually, I’ve been a member for some time but don’t actually come on very often. Anyway, I have a question regarding ambition.
Basically, without going into much detail, how can one function in the academic world without being ambitious? My goal right now is to pursue a career primarily in theology, though I do spend time studying philosophy as well, a topic of which I’ve considered pursuing a degree in on top of my planned theological graduate studies.
My problem, however, is that I feel much of my motivation is the result of pride. In fact, I think it’s safe to say that it is. I study because I want to be good in my field – I don’t want to be looked upon as ignorant to things relevant to my discipline. Perhaps one could compare me to an athlete who forces himself to practice for the sake of success. Is this wrong, though? Is my drive sinful? If I get rid of it, I fear that I won’t be a very good theologian. I’m not sure what to make of all this. Any ideas?
Basically, without going into much detail, how can one function in the academic world without being ambitious? My goal right now is to pursue a career primarily in theology, though I do spend time studying philosophy as well, a topic of which I’ve considered pursuing a degree in on top of my planned theological graduate studies.
My problem, however, is that I feel much of my motivation is the result of pride. In fact, I think it’s safe to say that it is. I study because I want to be good in my field – I don’t want to be looked upon as ignorant to things relevant to my discipline. Perhaps one could compare me to an athlete who forces himself to practice for the sake of success. Is this wrong, though? Is my drive sinful? If I get rid of it, I fear that I won’t be a very good theologian. I’m not sure what to make of all this. Any ideas?