If you’re not a Catholic, consider going to a deacon or priest to get guidance.
If you are a Catholic (or if you’re not a Catholic and don’t like the first priest or deacon you run into), go to a different church where they should have an acceptable homily. Even priests make mistakes, sin, and get old so if one doesn’t meet your needs and their speech from the pulpit is not only not with 100% biblical but is the antithesis of being biblical, it’s time to go to another church.
Many hugs and best wishes on getting back into the church or choosing to become a Catholic. A great show is Called to Communion - it’s on YouTube and on EWTN radio at 2PM EST & sometimes at 11PM EST.