AServantofGod:
I don’t want her to get like me and figure out a way to get rid of this joy. Does anybody have any suggestions as to what to do when you feel this extreme joy?
Write in a journal.
Make a videotape of your daughter singing.
If you ever experience deep sorrow, know that will prepare you for even greater joy.
I’m curious how it makes you uncomfortable? For example, do you feel that you don’t “deserve” it or are that you will act silly around other people? Do you suspect it is a false sort of joy that could be demonic or derived from subconscious evil thoughts? Afraid of the letdown when you lose it? Joy is one of the fruits of the Spirit, so I have no reason to believe there is anything wrong about it unless there are some very weird circumstances.
OTOH, this morning I experienced great joy and it motivated me to do some of the things I really should have been doing instead of typing on this forum, so I don’t think there’s any particular problem with the way you’re handling it.
I suppose there’s an outside chance you could be a bit manic, because whenever I get manic I often feel great joy, sometimes mixed with pride and fear and many other things. So far I wouldn’t bet on it, but if that’s the case then back to your chores is probably a good strategy. If you don’t have a spiritual director, you might consider finding one, or if it really gets out of control you might ask your family doctor whether this is something to be concerned about. I only mention this for the sake of completeness.
It is interesting that you were also pondering the idea of how to endure suffering. Combined with this question you’re asking, I think you just might benefit from personal spiritual direction. When I met one the first time, I knew almost immediately my life was changing for the better. After he moved away, I met with another one and didn’t feel the same chemistry, so I can’t say it’s a cure-all.
Alan
