Last year I began feeling very separated from God, faith, and my parish. It was a real struggle (one that is ongoing). My wife and I decided that in order to strengthen our faith and for especially to overcome this feeling of separation, that we both needed to become active in the church. We already were attending mass on Sunday, but we wanted to do more (we were called to do more). I chose to be a lecturn and a friend of mine informed me that he had just become a Knight. I was intrigued, but was not sure that I wanted to join. I investigated and decided to try. It is a great great experience. Something I would highly recommend. If you have any questions that I can answer (somethings I cannot), please do not hesitate to contact me via private message or this thread.
Good luck and I will pray for you.
Steve