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I am a devoted Catholic. I was a Religious Sister for two years and asked to leave over little things. I did things too so I am not blaming them. I have been to three counselors and they all say that what happened to me was harsh and not necessary. I know now that it was just not God’s will.
My faith has suffered. I am now trying to love God again. Because of my experience, I cannot see Religious or Priests the same way. I find myself hurt. I still feel like God is calling me to Consecrated Life. I find most communities will not even give me a chance because of my age and being sent away from a community.
I however find it hard to love and believe in things I once loved with devotion. I find a lack of faith in myself and I am afraid to lose my faith completely. I ask why all the time because I do not understand why this is happening.
I ask for prayers because it is becoming harder and harder each day. All I desire is to give my whole life to God with an undivided heart. I find if things do not start changing I could lose faith.
Thank you and God bless.
My faith has suffered. I am now trying to love God again. Because of my experience, I cannot see Religious or Priests the same way. I find myself hurt. I still feel like God is calling me to Consecrated Life. I find most communities will not even give me a chance because of my age and being sent away from a community.
I however find it hard to love and believe in things I once loved with devotion. I find a lack of faith in myself and I am afraid to lose my faith completely. I ask why all the time because I do not understand why this is happening.
I ask for prayers because it is becoming harder and harder each day. All I desire is to give my whole life to God with an undivided heart. I find if things do not start changing I could lose faith.
Thank you and God bless.
