I’m the opposite, I’ve converted to LDS after being a cradle catholic.
I think I was looking for a sense of belonging and community which I have found within the Mormon church. I love the bible studies and the teaching, This was something that really frustrated me with the Catholic Church, was the lack of community and opportunity for learning. I searched within the Catholic church, I’m in the UK, for opportunitys to do this but I couldn’t find any. I contacted my local priest 6 times about Baptizing my two youngest children, but he never got back to me.
So I looked into other denominations including Pentecostal, Baptist and Church of England. I attended a Pentecostal church for about a year, and found a variant community of people who wanted to live their faith 24/7, but for me a lot of what was being taught was wrong. We then met the missionaries and a lot of the teachings made a lot of sense. It was brilliant to really study the bible, and who could fail, to be impressed, with the clean living, well manned congregation.
Fast forward a year and I now have some lovely friends, as do my children, and I feel as if I belong somewhere finally. I have a calling in primary, which I enjoy. I love the women’s group, and I love the fact that a lot of Mormons have big family’s, I have 5 children, and that they see them as a blessing.(I have had quite a few negative comments about the size of my family from other Catholics!!) However…
and this is a big one, a lot of the stuff they teach does not sit right me. So I just feel confused a lot of the time. At the LDS church the people who I know, are amazing generous and have a real sense of family and community. However if something was to happen to one of my children it would be a Catholic priest I called for a blessing, which I think says it all really about which faith I truly believe. But within the catholic church I feel alone a lot of the time from other members, and I want to carry on studying the bible, but where could I do that if I went back to the church? Sometimes I am ready to walk away from all religion.
Sorry for my long ramble, I hope it made a little bit sense to someone, because it doesn’t to me. However I have found it therapeutic to write down how I’m feeling.