Today was my 1st experience as lector. I was a lot more nervous than I thought I was going to be…it felt like I ran out of breath during the 1st reading, but the 2nd reading and the prayers I thought went really well.
Anyone else here have any similar experiences?
I know this is a little old, but hopefully somebody can still benefit from it.
I have been a lector now for about 10 years. The opportunity has taught me a lot.
First thing: don’t ever, ever, ever lose the butterlies. If you lose the butterflies, you will screw up.
I have learned, over time, that there is a balance between under-preparation and over-preparation. If you are under-prepared, you are not going to know where the pauses are and will not know where to breathe. If you are over-prepared, you are going to perform the readings, not read the readings…and you will, in all likelihood, get it wrong. So learning that balance is very, very, very important. Don’t worry: it will come with time.
The next thing to learn is that this is
not about you. I know that this sounds like a really strange thing to say but I have seen it in several instances: you will get good at it. People will praise you for the quality of reading. It will go to your head. And you will deliver a dramatic performance. It isn’t a dramatic performance. It is reading the Word of God. I speak from personal experience here btw.
Do you ever watch the National Shrine Masses on EWTN? For Solemnities etc. There are normally the same two lectors who read for their televised masses. One has a very haughty attitude and one just does the reading. Both are technically very competent, but you can hear the difference in the two. You should strive
not to be the haughty one.
One thing I do that might be of benefit to you is as I enter the sanctuary and bow before the altar, I pray for God’s mercy. When the priest goes to read the Gospel, he says the following prayer:
Cleanse my heart and my lips, almighty God,
that I may worthily proclaim your holy Gospel.
You could easily adapt such a prayer for yourself as you approach the lectern.
The next thing is context. You said that you read for the 29th Sunday in Ordinary Time. The first reading was Ex 17:8-13. OK, I’m sure you studied that before hand, but did you study its context? Did you read Ex 17:1-7 on your own – to understand what was going on with the Isralites before this battle? Do you know who Amalek is? If you understand those two details, it will bring out the importance of this passage to you…and you, through your inflections, can convey that context to the congregation listening to you. The point is: learn the context of what the readings are during the week prior to actually reading them. To me, knowing the context is actually more important than a bunch of repetitive practice.
Hope the above helps you. But I hope that you enjoy being a lector. I’ve found it to be very rewarding.