First of all. I tried to respond to this thread last night but it kept crashing!
So here we go again. Thanks Goravens for that link.
I did check out the Sisters of Life and while that wasn’t the habit I was thinking of, it IS beautiful! In reading about them something clicked in my head…and I realized that they are the order a friend and neighbor of mine recently looked into and wants to join. They told her to take a year to grow/discern and someone there is going to keep in touch with her.
Anyway, you ask why I’m asking and since I don’t really know you all and you are not likely to really meet me I’ll give you my very strange answer.
When I’ve asked people I know if they can think of the order with the blue over white habit, I just say it’s like a trivia question that for some reason is driving me nuts because I saw it somewhere. Not really a lie, but not the entire truth.
Here’s the deal: (I haven’t said anything to my Spiritual Director about this, by the way…I just started Spiritual Direction and he probably already thinks I"m nuts. I don’t want him to have the reaction to me that Father Corapi’s confessor had when he bowled the poor guy over with his revelation).
I had a dream about dresses…first one, which wasn’t right, then a bridal -type gown…which got stained, but I was provided with a new dress which was just right. Not so fancy as the first, not the same connotation as the 2nd…but somehow just right and I knew I was wearing what I was supposed to wear.
Now also please understand I hve been begging Jesus to tell me what I"m supposed to do because I"m suddenly at a point in my life where my career goals are gone…I don’t knowwhat to do. I don’t have a path and I don’t want to do anything I’ve done before because I’ve learned where I don’t belong. I’m not satisfied in my work…in fact, it seems often meaningless.
I guess God has me where he wants me.
So I have been considering a vocation. Well, with that dream and the problem with the bridal gown-type dress, I do have to consider the obvious meaning. Could this possibly be a clue as to where to look for direction? So I’m looking to the orders with blue and white habits. There are so many orders…I guess it’s one way to narrow down the selection!
The one I had in mind I think actually would wear a blue veil…but I didn’t dream of a veil at all so it doesn’t really matter. The habit itself looks more like a white sheath, long sleeved, and then a type of long vest over it…floor length, so the white is visible donw the middle. It kind of reminds me of a “princess” dress.
I know I’ve seen a similar habit, but I don’t know where and I never know what order nuns are from.
So here I sit with this ridiculous question and even more ridiculous answer to you. I know, dreams are dreams, but I know that sometimes God speaks to us through dreams (not all, just some) and this is part of why I’m recieving spiritual direction. Long story, not going to get into that.
So there it is. I’m completely confused as to what to do, but at least now I feel like I have something to look at.
OH, and the Sisters of LIfe seem like a very cool order. I think I might be more called ot missionary work in Spanish speaking countries, though. (Did some work in Mexico in college–fell in love).
