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blessed807
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Last week, I had sexual relations with a man I was casually dating and I regret it immensely and am going to confess it this week. I am truly repentant and feel sick about what I did and have tortured myself about it daily since it happened. I’m in my thirties, never been married and I have ended things with the man because he is not right for me and I know God will bring me a wonderful man when the time is right.
I am so ashamed and guilty and angry at myself for sinning and making such a huge mistake that I have convinced myself that I will probably have a sexually transmitted disease as a punishment - not from God, but just to teach me a lesson in not being foolish.
I am a healthy person and so is this man, but I am going to have blood tests done today just so that I can put this worry behind me completely. I pray that the tests show conclusively that I am 100% free from all diseases, infections, viruses and that I can put this situation behind me forever and concentrate on loving myself and waiting for God to bring me a wonderful husband.
I am so ashamed and guilty and angry at myself for sinning and making such a huge mistake that I have convinced myself that I will probably have a sexually transmitted disease as a punishment - not from God, but just to teach me a lesson in not being foolish.
I am a healthy person and so is this man, but I am going to have blood tests done today just so that I can put this worry behind me completely. I pray that the tests show conclusively that I am 100% free from all diseases, infections, viruses and that I can put this situation behind me forever and concentrate on loving myself and waiting for God to bring me a wonderful husband.
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