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Penitent60
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I have struggled with mental health issues all my life. Mostly these days I am pretty well but have problematic periods. My Faith isn’t particularly consoling when I am not well, i.e I am convinced I am damned. I know it is a sin to despair of God’s mercy but it is very difficult to see beyond my wretchedness. It is utterly silly when I say I wish I was dead, because obviously I am terrified I am going to hell. On an intellectual level I know this is foolish, on a “gut” level this is where I am at present.