God is drawing people towards Himself. When the sun comes up tomorrow morning, He’s doing the same thing He’s always done. He uses suffering as a means to draw people closer to Himself. In my experience, He has used my depression as a means of making me into a greater spiritual warrior. The more I suffer, the more I pray for relief. The more I pray for relief, the closer to God I become.
Remember the story in the book of Genesis about Joseph? he was abandoned by his brothers and left for dead. He was even thrown in prison (unjustly, might I add). Yet, even in the midst of his suffering, God was with him. The Lord allowed those events to take place in order to get Joseph into a position in which he was placed second in command of the Egyptian Empire. In the same way, He is allowing a mentally ill person to suffer
now in order to make you into a place in which you will be a better warrior, so as to draw you closer to Him.
I thank God for my suffering because through it, He has shown me that I’m hopeless without Him. Had I been mentally healthy, I might have not had the opportunities for such spiritual intimacy that I now experience in Christ Jesus. Those who seek God more will receive more. If your mental illness causes you to seek God more than a mentally healthy person, you are setting yourself up for a greater reward.
I thank God for my suffering. Through it, God is bringing me closer to Him, thereby enriching my relationship with Him.