What have I endured to become an MM?
My response to this question follows in a stream of consciousness:
First, let me remind you that my “MM” (and the earlier Bachelor of Music Degree), like many others from accredited public universities, has taken over six years to complete and $80,000 to obtain. That seems to be fairly normal by today’s standards.
That being said, the following is one of the “first responses” by several of my other (non-degreed) Roman Catholic church musician colleagues, “Yours is an understanding of church music that is only academic in nature: you don’t fit in with us ‘pastoral’ musicians.” Or, what is added by some others is: “Your degree is from a public university. What would that knowledge serve in the RC setting?”
And my reaction to that is just a chuckle!
Needless to say, I began as an organist at my home parish at the age of 13–having begun a strict regiment of piano and theory lessons at the age of 5–and within the next three years was playing a total of five weekend Masses at two parishes.
Then I went to university to pursue the first degree – a Bachelor of Music Degree. There I fostered high achievement in my own degree area (organ performance) as well as broad intellectual musical development. I performed numerous recitals that have included repertoire from the great scope of Roman Catholic musical tradition, Dupre, Mulet, Franck, DeGrigny, etc. Two of my recitals have centered on rarely performed French liturgical organ and choral repertoire from 1910-1925.
I have traveled the US and Canada many times performing recitals and accompanying at major church venues, and during my degree-track, was appointed organist at a renowned Protestant church with a prestigious music program.
All the while my BM degree was being completed, I was shunned from my own RC church and excluded from the local “RC music scene” because the music that I would be capable of leading was “high church” music – “music that should be left to the Anglican Church,” I was told by a local priest" – and repertoire that was too “performance oriented.”
Then the MM Degree was conferred. At the end of the tally, I have completed hundreds of hours of research and participated in faculty studios and performance ensembles. In addition to that, my coursework and research has taken me deeper into the following areas: Composition, Choral Conducting, Orchestral Conducting, Music Theory, Counterpoint, Instrumentation and Scoring, Musicology, and others. I am still involved in learning and scholarship, and an active participant in the AGO.
Needless to say, this kind of sacred musical education is oftentimes frowned upon by “small-town” types and local clergy.
I am not trying to summit a virtual CV to this site. No, let me make it clear that my purpose is not to be prideful about my academic efforts; however, my goal is to make clear the need for education and formation in the area of sacred music in the Roman Catholic Church.
There is no need for me to explain that further. It can best be explained by the well-respected authors of the “The Snowbird Statement On Catholic Liturgical Music” at the following cite:
users.csbsju.edu/~awruff/snowbird_statement.htm
This is a must read for MMs and MMs, both interested in sacred music.
It is similarly important for all MMs (those who do and do not have degrees, all categories) to read ALL of the liturgical documents and have SCHOLARLY discussions about these with trustworthy and educated clergy and musicians. One cannot always trust Mr. (or Ms.) Popularity in his (or her) fair and impartial commentary on Roman Catholic sacred music.
To illustrate, let me share the following anecdote. When I once suggested that another local RC “music minister” (of high popularity in diocesan circles for his ability to accompany himself at the piano during Mass - lounge lizard) join the AGO, I was dismissed as an upstart.
And my reaction to that is just that same as the first: another chuckle!