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Hello, new here!
I have recently had a re-birth in the catholic faith and after ~20 years and have found God.
I have come to the realization that I need to quit using my Vape (Juul). I have a history of anxiety and depression, so I have decided to quit smoking gradually by counting every hit I take, and lowering it every week. I tried cold turkey, and those two days were a torment of anxiety. Since we are taught not to seek out crosses (in this case put myself through that torment), I decided against going cold Turkey.
Even though I am constantly lowering my intake, very time I take a hit, I still feel terrible that God is disappointed and I am mortally sinning. Do you think that God understand this process, and is happy that I am cutting down, with the intent to quit?
Thank you and God bless all of you.
I have recently had a re-birth in the catholic faith and after ~20 years and have found God.
I have come to the realization that I need to quit using my Vape (Juul). I have a history of anxiety and depression, so I have decided to quit smoking gradually by counting every hit I take, and lowering it every week. I tried cold turkey, and those two days were a torment of anxiety. Since we are taught not to seek out crosses (in this case put myself through that torment), I decided against going cold Turkey.
Even though I am constantly lowering my intake, very time I take a hit, I still feel terrible that God is disappointed and I am mortally sinning. Do you think that God understand this process, and is happy that I am cutting down, with the intent to quit?
Thank you and God bless all of you.
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