sarcophagus:
I’ve been going through a lot of personal problems and such. Everyone (christian) that I ask says that I should pray for help…but everything I’ve done is against God and I can’t bring myself to pray because I feel “unworthy”, like i blew my chances. Have any of you experienced this? and if so, how did you get over it?
Dear friend
God loves you when you sin or when you don’t sin, His love unchanging. Nothing EVER changes about God. He ALWAYS loves you and you are His son/daughter. He is your Father, just as a father never stops loving their child, your Father in heaven loves you always and is waiting for you to turn to Him and say to Him you are sorry for ever offending Him.
Go before the Blessed Sacrament and tell God what you truly think in your mind and feel in your heart, in simple and plain speech you would use with your best friend, because Jesus is your best friend and a best friend always loves you no matter what. Talk to Jesus there before His Real Presence. Then make a good and honest confession and claim back your friendship with God that God so wills you have dear friend, that you live in love with Him all of your living days.
Dearest friend, heaven will rejoice! Such joy will be in Heaven that day you do this and make a good confession! Don’t worry about the confession, Priests have heard every manner of sin, there is nothing you can surprise them with.
Believe God loves you, know Christ Jesus would have died for you had you been the only human on the planet, because He would have. Believe the Holy Spirit has placed this in your heart because the Father is drawing you back to Him and the Father is saying to you, ‘Come my dearly loved child, though you have sinned and though your shame is great and your offense to Me has hurt My Eternal Heart, I can forgive all of this because of your sincere and contrite heart and because child, I will it and I love you always, from before time I had you in My mind, from the beginning to the end of time and into all eternity you are Mine, you are My dearly dearly beloved child.’
God Bless you and much love and peace to you
Teresa