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While I am discerning the priesthood, these temptations have come to me more than ever and I am so weak against them. I have fallen under mortal sin 2 times in 2 days and I feel so ashamed of myself and so mad at myself. Frustrated to the point where I just don’t want to do anything and just lay down and sleep all day. I’m mad that I keep falling under temptation and mad that my girlfriend doesn’t want to get the point that we can not be doing these things. I know there have been times I could’ve said no but I didn’t and that’s what gets me mad also. I need prayer for my continual conversion and my girlfriend’s. Under mortal sin I can not seem to pray. I have no feeling to pray But I do talk to God about what I’ve done and how I want to stop hurting Him and how it kills me inside that I am a servant of His and yet fail Him in the worst way. Please help me! Another thing is I can’t stand up to my girlfriend about any of this and I want to do it in person because I’ve wanted to do it by text or email but I want to be a man and tell her up front about this. Pray so that God can prepare her heart and so that she can understand. Sometimes she talks about marriage and how we should have kids and I want to ask her what about my vocation? Don’t you think about me? I’ve been sleeping over at her house for about half a year and I want to go back home and I feel like I just keep going down hill in my spirituality and I get frustrated that I can’t tell her anything because she always makes a fuss. 
Help me please!
I wanna go home!!!
:bighanky:
Help me please!
I wanna go home!!!
:bighanky:
