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Clovis
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I recently went to the Catholic Church in my town. I found out that it will be in September that I am able to take the classes necessary to become Catholic. This is bad because my soul is in dyer need of confession. I have pretty much come up with the determination that I am going to hell. If I was to list the reasons they would be more than the hairs on my head. I have only now gotten a job after nearly 10 years of pure idleness in which I spent my time pompously daydreaming of being world renown intellect, when I am actually bordering on braindead after years of insanity. It is my belief that those who are hard working even though they are common represent the servant that even though he was given less, still profited his master. I did just get a job, though am starting at the very bottom even though I am almost 30 years old, last time I had steady work, I was in my teens. I cannot believe I spent all my life being complete self-minded and haughty. I even was hardcore about Communism and supported 9/11. That would take massive stupidity considering I didn’t even have a job, considering work is the whole point of Communism. What a lazy and wicked person I was! I also went crazy when I was 19 years old and was hospitalized frequently. I had delusions that I was Christ, or even God, when absolutely nothing could be further from the truth. I also in the past have had great sexual depravity. If anyone has read this little confession, I’m sure that it would stir great contempt for me, and most assuredly I deserve it. I just want to tell you that I have had a great awakening as to my pathetic life and am greatly grieving at my thousands of mistakes. It will probably take many years of better behavior before I begin being less hard on myself. Feel free to giggle at my joke of a life, but please pray that God eventually or occasionally relieves my suffering. At least I now see what a pig I was. At least now I know the truth instead of remaining blind as a bat.
P.S. I’m sure when all is said and done God will eventually reveal to the world that I am the ‘worm and reproach of men’ mentioned in psalm 22, “woe to the one inwhich He is betrayed, it would have been better for him had he not been born.” This is why the world will mourn at Christ return, simply because they crucified the wrong man entirely!
P.S. I’m sure when all is said and done God will eventually reveal to the world that I am the ‘worm and reproach of men’ mentioned in psalm 22, “woe to the one inwhich He is betrayed, it would have been better for him had he not been born.” This is why the world will mourn at Christ return, simply because they crucified the wrong man entirely!
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