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Nootmeg
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I was brought up a Catholic then fell away but then had a conversion experience and now want to become a saint. That’s my number one goal, only problem is I feel like I’m going to have a nervous breakdown. I feel so much anxiety trying to rid my life of sin, fit in time for prayer, for my family, for my friends, for volunteering, for my girlfriend, go to daily mass, and reading the bible. On top of this I have my normal everyday secular needs like working on my thesis for school. I get so stressed out I just sit there and instead of doing anything I just think about how much I have to do and how far away I am from really being a model Catholic. It’s gotten to the point that I can’t even really sit down and watch tv with my girlfreind because I think about how I could be doing more worthwhile things like helping others. In an attempt not to waste and to make the most out of my day I find myself falling apart. Thank you for your prayers and any insight.