Need to do a "Hard Reset" for my life

[JessicaCeleste]

I have been contemplating taking a break from my life, and do some serious re-evaluation, for quite a while now. I used to think that going “ex-pat” was the answer, but the more I think about it, the more I feel nudged to take a more spiritual approach.

As a registered CNA, trained to work with MI/MR, dementia and physical disabilities, I wonder if there is a place where I can offer my skills in the spirit of contemplation and prayer, without being one who is discerning a vocation. The one place that keeps coming to mind is Calcutta, and the Missionaries of Charity.

Obviously this is not a decision to be taken lightly. I am putting some serious thought and prayer into this, and have tentatively broached the subject with my very non-Christian husband (it is worth noting that he was supportive of me going ex-pat to begin with). I haven’t yet talked to a priest because it seems like every time I try to make it to Church, something gets in my way (usually my erratic work schedule), but the intent is there…

Anyways, thanks for reading my really rambly post. I would very much appreciate any (name removed by moderator)ut and suggestions that folks may have.

~Jess

 

[soma]

I lived over seas for over twenty years. The best thing I learned I could have learned without moving a muscle. It was to withdraw from the physical world in deep prayer and go inside in silence. When the mind stops talking, God speaks.

Going inside we begin to witness, when we know that reality is more than what is observed outside with the senses. Letting go of what is little, we enter into a larger concept of life where there is nothing to fear because we realize that conflict is the result of seeing only in part, not the whole picture.

Enjoy your spiritual journey wherever it takes you.

 

[rosarygirl11]

How wonderful that you are looking to apply your smarts and training to helping in God’s name. There is an endless amount of missionary groups that you would be such a wonderful addition to. I would advise praying about it and also taking with something as close as your local priest about it - or parish secretary because you may want to get your feet wet in your local community before becoming fortified enough to bring all you have to the world. There is something very special about physically helping people. God bless!

 

[Angels_Unaware]

If you have the ability and the opportunity, that’s great. I have read it is a very difficult lifestyle.

How much volunteer work are you doing now in your parish? I know there are always programs to visit the elderly and the sick in nursing homes, even as an Extraordinary Minister of the Eucharist.

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