Words of encouragement.
Take a look at the 12 apostles.
They were all ordinary men, nothing very special, but Jesus picked those 12 to be apostles and many others to be his disciples.
Out of the 12 Peter denied Christ three times, Thomas doubted Christ, and Judas betrayed Christ. Out of all His apostles only one was there when he was crucified and this was John with the three Mary’s, perhaps this is why John was the most loved.
I believe through doubting Jesus, Thomas was able to become even more intimate with his understanding of what the message was about. I believe that because Peter denied Christ three times he became a stonger rock for the Church. And poor Judas teaches me to never take Christ for granted.
You have a gift from God, that you now as an adult have accepted with love and humility. The Holy Spirit is powerful. There comes a time in everyones life that we all will fall down on our knees, sometimes with tears in our eyes seeking to better understand why,
Keep praying for him and all of us perhaps through your faith and love for him he will be saved. I look back on the flood story. God saw only one man that was good, one worth saving, yet God saved his Family. Through Noah his family was saved.
This story gives me hope for my family after I alone converted over to the Catholic Church.