No one is going to work out your salvation for you. If you are serious about this, you need to put your own effort into it.
Consider where you are when trying to listen to these recordings. Research has shown that engaging in conversations, talking on cell phones, etc. distracts from a driver’s attention in the same way that being intoxicated does. The accident rates are much the same. You aren’t getting anything from listening in the car because you’re not listening. Pull off the road and park the car; turn the ignition switch to “accessories” and listen to the recording. Alternatively, go home and listen in the privacy of your room without the distraction of radio, television, traffic, etc.
Don’t ask people on the forum to do your work for you. It betrays a laziness that ill becomes you.
Brother Matthew