Thank you all for taking the time to respond to my post. I appreciate your advice immensely! I’m 35 years old, paying rent and living in my mother’s home at her request (though am moving out in a few weeks and haven’t told her yet for fear of breaking her heart).
I apologize for not being more specific in my initial post. The issues I was thinking about were situations such as her wanting me to spend time with her when I’d rather be doing something related to spirituality (studying the scriptures, praying, attending Church), her wanting me to accompany her to places/events when I don’t feel up to it, or asking me to keep my room a certain way (i.e., my clothes in a closet instead of a drawer), etc.
What if she wants me to do all the cleaning and cooking, and is not willing to do any of the chores herself? Do I have the right to request that she help with some of the household responsibilities, or do I need to accept her wishes and put her needs and desires above my own? I have always had a hard time asserting my needs, so sometimes I worry that I may be TOO self-sacrificing…while other times, I fear that I am being too selfish and should always put others needs before my own.
I once met a very saintly women (age 26) whose relationship with her parents totally blew me away - she was always submissive and self-sacrificing, and it was so inspiring to watch her interact with them so lovingly. If her mother didn’t want her to wear a certain outfit one day, she would conform to her desires without question, even if the request went against her own desires/needs. She was sooo loving, humble and austere! I strive to develop these qualities, but find myself falling short time and time again…